Mother Figure!

When I decided to accept a role in the movie “Taboo” in 1980, a controversial part at that, I unwittingly become a mother figure to many men across the World. Long before the Internet became a part of our daily lives, my decision pigeonholed me as an object of desire for these gentlemen of all ages, and from all walks of life who still crave their mother’s love– that pure, primal warmth that has no equal (don’t we all, deep down, crave that) – even as some of them judged and berated my decision.

The role focused on a relationship between a Mother and her son and a forbidden attraction. Rather ironically, the writer of the screenplay was a woman, a fact which strangely startled me, given the genre. I had declined the part at first but then, when I realized the film would be made, with or without me, I felt that I could at least play it more sensitively – I could infuse love and compassion into the character’s weaknesses. And, judging by the popularity of the film over all these years, I believe I did that. The camera doesn’t lie and, even within the context of a certain story line, there is an underlying energy emitted by the actors and it is this energy that the soul perceives and receives. *

It is rather ironic that I haven’t been a biological mother in this lifetime. I often joke that the opportunity to play the role I undertook those many years ago, was a set-up by Spirit, to create a platform which has continued to offer me challenges and opportunities to more deeply study and understand the dynamics of love, sexuality and the SOUL. Through my scrutiny of those subjects as I’ve worked with hundreds of individuals as a counselor and spiritual mentor, I’ve been able to more deeply weigh my own relationship to each, for are we not all one?!

Our Mothers are our first imprinters – as the key nurturers they begin to program us with their beliefs about how children should behave from day one, of how to be “good,” a profoundly vague state of being that often confuses and causes a child to shut down. I pray that the current generations experiencing motherhood realize this and are wise to how this dynamic can set up the child for a lifetime of limitation. However, I believe that the very role of Motherhood and all of its demands causes even the most conscious of women to fall short of the intended goal of teaching their children to achieve the highest standards of life, and under pressure recapitulating their own Mother’s patterning, thus their kids still receive imprinting which is far from empowering and holistic. Noble though they maybe, honorable by certain (antiquated) standards maybe, they still cause division between the soul and the human being. And, to be very clear, we are souls having a human experience – not the reverse.

My own beloved Mum – a dear, sweet lady who didn’t have a mean bone in her body, fulfilled her role as Matriarch admirably, yet she was born into poverty and her years of mothering occurred during a time of extreme rationing in post WWII England. The messages I received therefore were of not asking for anything, of certainly not wanting more than I had, sharing what little I did have and, above all else, not to upset my Father (God)…OR ELSE!

So, this person, this first authority figure (the feminine aspect of God – the creative force with us,) was a forbidding, finger wagging, fear infusing, threatening entity who denied me the joy of life – unconsciously. And in doing that, was she not unwittingly teaching me separation from my soul essence?

What of the Mothers across the World who birthed the sons who are waging war and separation, the killers, the oppressors of women – what were they imprinted with as they entered their lives? I have to ask this question, not in any way to lay blame but to offer a reality that is so rarely spoken of. It is the answer to this question that propelled me to write this piece.

As a Mother figure, I have a responsibility to educate and inform and to offer healing and unity consciousness to the many who still seek me out. This is my soul’s mission, this is what I came to do and so I use the platform of my Mother image to do just that – hopefully in larger and larger numbers.

The emergence of the Feminine Principle – that’s what some call it – this global movement towards enlightenment. Ascension! It is actually a dimensional shift from this dense third dimensional, ego dominated reality, into fourth (and fifth) dimensional frequency. In order for this to happen we need a critical mass of individuals who are willing to change – to evolve – to relinquish their programming that causes separation, judgment and fear and to raise their frequency – to literally vibrate at a higher rate of energy. Compassion takes us there. Love takes us there.

Much of this programming of the lower consciousness energies unfortunately was inflicted by the beloved unsuspecting Mothers and later, the Fathers of the world, carried through from their ancestral lineage. This is one of the ways that the dark shadow of the patriarchal overlay has used us and continues to use us. And so, if there are any vestiges of the ancient suppression laden, martyr and victim consciousness in our consciousness, it is our responsibility to do whatever is necessary to process it out.

The resistance we see globally – of the uprisings, of group consciousness of hatred and separation, of blame and shame, of events and situations which leave us stunned and feeling hopeless, of the continuation of the suppression and enslavement of women (and some men) – all are a direct result of this eons old patriarchal matrix!

There’s a story I like to recall, of a teacher of mine who many years ago took a group of individuals to Berlin at a time when the Wall of separation between East and West still stood. They meditated at the Wall and imagined worms of pure Light eating away the concrete, dissolving the past and all reasons for which the Wall was built. It was only a short time subsequent to their loving gesture that the wall came down and history was rewritten.

Likewise I imagine Light beings dismantling the matrix surrounding the planet which continues to infuse human consciousness with the shadow side – the antiquated masculine, domination consciousness. One may visualize it any way they may – suffice it to say that it is an energy force of great magnitude. Daily I ask the angels and guides in the unseen realms to work with us in whatever way they may, given the Planet’s destiny and what is allowed (karmically speaking,) to join together in preparing the Planet for the dimensional shift.

I believe that not only did each of us choose to be here now at this most auspicious time in history, but that of the myriad souls who wanted to be here, who wanted to incarnate to play their parts, we were chosen. We are the ones who can create the critical mass and we are doing that – in obscure ways.

Dr. David Hawkins’ Map of Consciousness (from the book Power vs. Force,) based on a 20 year study of collective consciousness (with over 250,000 Kinesiologic energy calibrations,) shows that, for us to attain that higher vibratory level to make the Shift, to “graduate,” we must, above all else, be willing and deeply intentional about our personal evolution, we must be non-judgmental and ultimately we must stop seeing ourselves as victims.

I have often demonstrated, also with Applied Kinesiology (Muscle Testing) that within any space where there are multiple people, one negative thought (judgment of course is the favorite) can impact every single person present and lower the overall frequency. Conversely, a single positive thought can lift the entire group.

We must be willing to see the greater purpose to everything, every event, every situation –even if our collective heart cries out in futility and despair. We have to look deeper and with intention to find the purpose and to know what our role is in that situation, if only to hold our hearts open and to send love and blessings.

The Great Mother Goddess asks that of us – men and women alike. But since up until now, I reach more men than women, I lovingly implore men to acknowledge the Goddess within – the Feminine Principle – which knows only love and compassion. I urge them to connect with and deeply feel that love they so desperately desire inside – and to recognize that each of us is innately that love.

It takes a real man to do this. We need a few more real men!

From my heart,

Kay

 

*Chapter 7 in my autobiography “Sacred: Don’t Touch” available in text and audio on this site!

 

 

 

I created this list many years ago –

Since then, I’ve had the chance to really check it out.  My personal life experiences has taken me back to the list time and time again.  And I can assure you that it is true!

It sounds simple and it is – IF you follow the process.

I created little phrases to explain the meaning of the words and it behooves us to take a few moments and really check ourselves to FEEL the truth within. In those cases where you don’t feel you can “get there,” you may need some help to more deeply explore where you’re getting held up. We all need what I call hand-holding!

The Seven Steps to Emotional Freedom:

ACCEPTANCE:

It is as it is. “I come into the present and release my resistance.”

RESPONSIBILITY:

I am the Captain of my ship. I co-created the situation for a purpose which I choose to recognize.

WORTHINESS:

I believe that God/Source loves me fully. I wouldn’t be here otherwise.

UNDERSTANDING:

I choose to look at the HIGHER PURPOSE and I’m working towards understanding that.

TRUSTING:

I trust that everything is as it should be.

FORGIVENESS:

As I  understand the Higher Purpose and the gifts in this experience I can forgive myself, others and the whole scenario.

GRATITUDE:

How perfect was this opportunity was to move towards freedom.

If you feel resistance, skepticism or judgment to any of these steps, it reflects something inside that is programmed against getting free.

A Skype session with me can clarify and help to “get you there,” on your way to freedom.

It all starts within you. However, if you don’t have tools to explore, you may feel helpless and frustrated. I can guide you and teach you tools to work with your inner skeptics and judges!

You deserve to be free!

Click on the Services button for more information.

In love and service,

Kay

 

 

Ginger

“It was a good death!” So suggests the American Indian narrator at the end of the movie “Legends of the Fall.”  The character Tristan, played by Brad Pitt, had finally met his Maker through an encounter with a bear whose claw he had worn around his neck for years. I was always struck by that line and reminded of it after hearing that Ginger had been killed by a cayote here at Bushwillows a few days ago on July 17th.

It wasn’t his first encounter with such an unwelcome predator – he had survived  an earlier attack and had been nursed back to life by my amazing hostess.

When I came to visit the sanctuary the first time, Ginger showed up on the deck of the cottage which was to become my home as I was being shown around. His very square and extremely serious face stared into mine as if sizing me up and informing me that this was a favorite place for him to lie in the sun. He walked stiffly – apparently the earlier cayote bite had left him scarred – and then he stood stoically by Deborah’s side as we chatted away. Of the cats and dogs here, his presence was perhaps the most remarkable, so very wise and dignified in his feline way. In the six months I’ve been here, we had become good friends. He visited daily and was always around to check on things and, he and Miss Coco, my beloved kitty,  were finally learning how to co-exist.

Then he went missing. I had been out with a friend from New Zealand that day and didn’t pick up my email messages until the next morning. His body had been found – the cayote had found his prey.

Oh, the pain of loosing such a special friend. I shared Deborah’s grief.  Ginger had been her “guy,” a stalwart presence in her life, most especially since her husband had passed some years back.

And then it rained – two days of glorious rain in water starved California as if marking such a profound event. There are seasons in life and his final season had ended. I tuned in deeply to the event of his demise and my intuition was that he went through his transition quickly and without pain. I pray this was so.

Ginger was 16 years old. He was so deeply loved and appreciated and he is missed. The  other cats and dogs miss him too – you can tell. We call them all inside earlier these days!

 

The Art and Science and JOY of Miracle-Making

—for each of us and the Planet!

Los Angeles – July 25th – 11am – 4pm

at the beautiful Bushwillows Sanctuary

Many of us recognize and even embrace a new reality, a paradigm of living where the power of love and Spiritual wisdom takes full precedence. In this new paradigm, we may experience instantaneous manifestation with effortlessness, ease and joy – in essence, living in Miracle consciousness.

I want to share with you  how to –

• Work with the “Seven Miracle Categories,” specific to the miracles you want to create.
• Identify the hidden blocks and saboteurs
• Align more deeply with our soul’s mission
• Create an inner and outer support system (when two or more hold with a dream, the power may be doubled or even tripled.)
• Infuse love throughout our desired miracle-making process

There have been many discoveries made recently about the brain and its functions. Yet, it remains that the greatest power of all and therefore the most important component to manifesting Miracles is the power of love.

Let’s get our miracle minds working full time! 

Fee: $40 in advance via Paypal – kaypriestess@gmail.com OR $50 at the door.

Email me for your reservation – I can’t wait to share! 

Kay

Some months ago I received this download from Spirit quite unexpectedly…

As I look around here in California at the drought ridden terrain, and indeed as we see what’s going on all around the world, it seemed fitting to re-post it –

I am your Mother, you are my children –

I have always loved you, cared for you, opened my arms wide to you when you were in need of shelter, of warmth or gentle nurturing. I have listened to you with reverence to your unique essence, breathed life into you when you were ailing and held you to my breast for safe-keeping.

Today I ask, “What have you done for me lately? How have you expressed your love for me? How have you partaken of this Divine relationship?”

I ask this question of you not to guilt or judge you in any way but to gently probe your consciousness in assisting you to understand that it is time for a deepening of our Divine relationship – yours and mine – within you!

I feel your pain and your frustration – it reaches deep into my being, penetrating the most distant recesses of my extraordinary existence. Yet do you feel mine, do you acknowledge mine – my labor to fulfill the destinies of every soul that comes into life on this world –  in the ways only a Mother can do?

Do you know how much I love you? Look around you to the beauty – the tall trees, the flowers, the bees and butterflies, the sweet purrs of the kittens and the yelps of the puppies. All these elements I provide for your enjoyment, to lift you in your moments of distress and to perpetually uplift you.

And how do you nurture me? Ask yourself. Come into relationship with me. Reach out to me as I reach out to you. Feel how much I need your love as you need mine. Together we lift the entire Cosmos into deeper unity and then experience that energy return to Earth, to Me, for greater healing, for more dynamic and collective awakening and blissful union.

I am your Mother. You are my children.

I will always be here even through the abuse I receive due to lack of relationship to and with me in times when you turn to false concepts of power and when you define yourself according to erroneous beliefs and shallow thinking.

To me you will always be that pure spark of Light who arrived through Earth parents, took his or her first breath in a human mantle and began the journey agreed to eons ago, to come and to play a part in this great awakening. When did you forget who you truly are why you are here?

Listen to me whispering in your ear, reminding you of your true destiny, your path of passion and deep truth expressed. I will continue to remind you even as you disappear into the confusion of your mind and the collective mind vying for your attention.

I ring a bell in your heart to awaken your love for all life but particularly your own unique, amazing expression of your love, your love, your love.

I am your Mother and you are my children.

 

 

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Old Paradigm versus the New Paradigm

Paradigm: model, standard.

Several years ago I wrote the following list of comparisons between the old and new paradigm of living. In order for our world to change we need to create a critical mass, of those willing to shift their reality, and truly live in the New Paradigm.  We are now living in the Aquarian Age having transitioned out of the Piscean Age. I still encounter individuals who find it hard to shift their thinking, thus they remain victims and continue to hold others responsible for their lot in life. It can be challenging to make the switch and I encourage finding a mentor to help you to do that. I can help, I am here to help!

In the old paradigm we felt ashamed and subscribed to antiquated ideas brought forward from our ancestry about sin – we therefore deemed ourselves unworthy, undesirable and unlovable.  We bowed to a wrathful, vengeful and punishing God and we felt victimized and futile. We pointed fingers and blamed others for our lot in life.  As a result we closed our hearts and forgot who we are.

In the new paradigm we cease all self-punishment and self-denigration. we release judgment, blame and resentment. We forgive all past actions – ours and others’ and choose compassion, acceptance and self-love. Above all else, we accept responsibility for our lives, our thoughts and our actions. We remember who we are and move into co-creatorship and co-operation with Spirit/Source/God.

In the old paradigm we believed in mistakes, accidents and fate. We felt regretful and resentful. Anger and bitterness ruled as we separated from others causing us to feel lonely and isolated.

In the new paradigm we believe in the higher purpose of all events and the synchronized co-incidence of each occurrence. We trust in Divine timing and release the conditioning of our limited ego. We open to flow and the concept of effortlessness as we stay focused on the present moment.

In the old  paradigm we were ruled by fear, we believed in and therefore manifested lack and limitation thereby creating the need for competition and greed.

In the new paradigm we trust that this is an abundant Universe and that there is enough for all given that the infinite abundance is wisely distributed.

We move through fear into trust that we are loved, supported and protected.

We trust we are worthy, deserving and as such we become willing to be all we were meant to be, and to receive the love from others as we choose to deeply love ourselves.

Go to “Services” to find out how to schedule a session with me and make the shift into the New Paradigm where you will experience a life far freer of stress and drama than you can imagine, where you can be who you are and feel fulfilled and joyful as the norm in your life. It is available for you!

Blessings and love,

Kay

 

 

Make Time to Heal!

So often I come across individuals who still use excuses not to take the time to heal.
When I say “heal,” I mean finding those balancing points inside where you maintain unity and harmony.
Unless you retire to a mountain top in seclusion, it is almost impossible to do the inner work alone.

We all need hand-holding!
We need objective ears and eyes to mirror or reflect back to us what we need to address inside to find our balancing points.

All sickness begins with an imbalance in consciousness! If we ignore or suppress our hurts, our angers, our futility, our feelings of unfairness or of being a martyr, it begins to lower the frequency in specific areas of our body systems. We disconnect from our soul-self. After a while, the lowered frequency begins to take its toll on the cells and illness and disease follows.

Quantum Healing!!!

I am collaborating with a fellow healer who works with a state-of-the-art diagnostic computer called the Diacom which can identify those areas of low-frequency in the body sytstems, help to affect an increase in the frequency of those areas, and suggest non-invasive herbal supplements to help restore the integrity and balance in the cells.
My part:
I work with the individual to discover (track) the unexpressed or hidden imbalance in their consciousness and to help them resolve their issues and bring the “inner family” into balance. I provide tools and techniques to maintain a healthy relationship with the self and anchor the higher
wisdom and love into the cells.

Consider a trip to Bushwillows (Los Angeles) for a Quantum Healing session!!! You deserve it!
If you are interested contact me for more information! I’d love to be a part of your support team.

    The Beat of Our Own Drum.

“Truthfully, my client lamented,  I’m afraid that what happened before will happen again,”
“What’s behind that fear?” I prodded gently, for I could feel the hidden emotion. “Go behind the curtain you are calling fear and see what’s there.”
“I’m really angry.” He took a moment to connect to the emotion.
“With whom are you angry?” I sensed the answer, since I knew his story.
My friend still harbored many feelings towards a person who, by the way, was no longer alive. He held this person responsible for the financial loss he’d suffered earlier and he was still blaming him.
Many people hang onto to their resentments in an “I’ll show you” kind of way – “look what you did to me, this is all your fault.” They disguise blame in very clever ways, and consequently sabotage their life flow, their success.
I offered, “It’s time to transform your frustration, your anger. Your lower ego is attached to it and keeps you in the fear mode so you can’t fully express who you really are and manifest what you want.”
“Grab a drum,” I saw it in my mind’s eye. “Let your inner shaman come forward, your true nature.”
“Yeah, I’ll beat the shit out of it,” he hissed, with a twinge of resentment that he still had to deal with the issue.
I replied, “You’re the one still hanging on to this. Use the drum in a ritualistic manner, intended to release your emotions and hurt… like chanting a mantra.”
(When we process our emotions we must have the intention to do it in a way that does not harm ourselves or anyone else.) A pillow can also be used to beat upon.
This same client had shared with me the previous day that there was a nest of yellow jackets blocking the path to his apartment. And he emphasized how angry they were – he had been stung twice. Could it be that these little beings were an externalization of his anger? I take heed of such synchronicities.
This is a person who is by nature an animal communicator and someone I have witnessed performing extraordinary feats many times, yet it is clear that his unexpressed anger still holds his talents hostage to some degree. Can we move to the beat of our personal drum when we still harbor fear or other limiting negative emotions? Our unique rhythm – our soul essence – cannot be expressed when we are yo-yo-ing back and forth emotionally into the past.
Honesty is crucial. Identify the truth about your fears – even if they seem non-virtuous. God/Goddess doesn’t judge, WE DO!  The truth is our angers and resentments cause major blockages. And, once admitted and acknowledged, we may get about the business of our rituals, or whatever protocols work for us, to align with the beat of our internal drum. And, as we find that beat, we come into concert with others beating their internal drums and we attune to larger and larger drum circles.
Missing a beat? I can help you find your rhythm and restore the flow and joy in your life.
Skype sessions with me are available. See under “Services.”
Blessings and love,
Kay

I often sit with amazement and wonder at who or what is beating my heart..don’t you?
And I’ve often offered this – it is our soul that animates us. So our souls speaks through our hearts.

But how do we stay in our hearts? Obviously the quick answer is to stay out of our heads, or some might say, out of our left brain.
And, how do we do that, given that we are more and more drawn into our technological lives, our cell phones, our TVs and all the other devices we use day in, day out?
As with all of our life issues, it is a choice, a choice to live by your heart’s rules, not your head’s rules.
We have to literally choose to put down the phone, turn off the TV, power down our computers and move into that deep soul space of intuitive knowing, of true power – at least for a short time every day! The times are requiring this of all of us.

We have to some degree become zombies, the Walking Dead, or worse. We have become complacent or indifferent to our true needs. (Indifference is the opposite of love.) Remember that the movies and the TV shows of the day to some degree always reflect collective consciousness. So the increase in zombie and walking dead and violence programming, is no surprise to me.

As we allow ourselves to become mentally preoccupied with the issues of the day and the challenges of our lives, we slowly begin to shut off communication with our hearts, our feelings, our emotions and our TRUTH, and then we wonder why we are suddenly craving food, or a drink, or sex or some other numbing device. Our hunger for connection, for nurturing is being ignored and our bodies are screaming for attention.

Most of us don’t consult with our hearts – our soul connection – nearly enough. So, let us please take time to ask our hearts what is true, what is real, what is important. I also have to remind myself every day to do so.

What can we contribute to our world so desperately in need of love, through the love our hearts emanate? To let our true Light shine, the Light of who we are is the greatest gift we can offer. This is the greatest power in the Universe!

I am available for consultations by phone at this time in addition to my other services. Just email me for details.
From my heart…Kay