Our personal Drum Beat

    The Beat of Our Own Drum.

“Truthfully, my client lamented,  I’m afraid that what happened before will happen again,”
“What’s behind that fear?” I prodded gently, for I could feel the hidden emotion. “Go behind the curtain you are calling fear and see what’s there.”
“I’m really angry.” He took a moment to connect to the emotion.
“With whom are you angry?” I sensed the answer, since I knew his story.
My friend still harbored many feelings towards a person who, by the way, was no longer alive. He held this person responsible for the financial loss he’d suffered earlier and he was still blaming him.
Many people hang onto to their resentments in an “I’ll show you” kind of way – “look what you did to me, this is all your fault.” They disguise blame in very clever ways, and consequently sabotage their life flow, their success.
I offered, “It’s time to transform your frustration, your anger. Your lower ego is attached to it and keeps you in the fear mode so you can’t fully express who you really are and manifest what you want.”
“Grab a drum,” I saw it in my mind’s eye. “Let your inner shaman come forward, your true nature.”
“Yeah, I’ll beat the shit out of it,” he hissed, with a twinge of resentment that he still had to deal with the issue.
I replied, “You’re the one still hanging on to this. Use the drum in a ritualistic manner, intended to release your emotions and hurt… like chanting a mantra.”
(When we process our emotions we must have the intention to do it in a way that does not harm ourselves or anyone else.) A pillow can also be used to beat upon.
This same client had shared with me the previous day that there was a nest of yellow jackets blocking the path to his apartment. And he emphasized how angry they were – he had been stung twice. Could it be that these little beings were an externalization of his anger? I take heed of such synchronicities.
This is a person who is by nature an animal communicator and someone I have witnessed performing extraordinary feats many times, yet it is clear that his unexpressed anger still holds his talents hostage to some degree. Can we move to the beat of our personal drum when we still harbor fear or other limiting negative emotions? Our unique rhythm – our soul essence – cannot be expressed when we are yo-yo-ing back and forth emotionally into the past.
Honesty is crucial. Identify the truth about your fears – even if they seem non-virtuous. God/Goddess doesn’t judge, WE DO!  The truth is our angers and resentments cause major blockages. And, once admitted and acknowledged, we may get about the business of our rituals, or whatever protocols work for us, to align with the beat of our internal drum. And, as we find that beat, we come into concert with others beating their internal drums and we attune to larger and larger drum circles.
Missing a beat? I can help you find your rhythm and restore the flow and joy in your life.
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Blessings and love,
Kay